i love you all... not afraid to say it. don't see the big deal with telling someone you love em. people always make such a big thing about it. "oh i'm not ready to say it" shit, it's easy to love someone you just met. it's continuing to love them after you get to know em that's tough. hell i don't even know why i still talk to half the people i know. it's like eating the same shit every day for the rest of your life. sooner or later you can guess how their fuckin day's been. "oh your boss came on to you, you paid too much for lunch and you're wondering when i'm gonna shave this fuckin beard?" well shit i'm 5 for 5 so far this week let's see what tomorrow brings! i just find life so fuckin boring you know, when you get to that point the glare on your windshield feels somehow artistic to you? do any you folks do drugs? well anyway as i was saying, stuff's just so boring you know once you're over the hill... of 18. i ask you older folks, is this really it for the rest of life? just bills, taxes, phone calls, thank you notes, dinner parties, retirement plans, all this shit? cause i'm already sick of it! sick of it enough to come up here and puke around about it.